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ya this is my song... its not to good [30 Aug 2005|11:59pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | the music of LOVE ] Lend me your ears, Ill tell you what i wanna hear everything is gonna be alright YOu know that im scared I wish it waasnt as hards as it is to tell you, how i feel [chorus]But truth be told im not all that you, think i am listen to the voice in the wind every gust is me and my whispers are clear yeah, Im callin out to you can you hear me? Can you hear me? I want you... You see the way I act around other people is different than when im with you .. its almost like your my angel sent to me from up above But truth be told im not all that you think i am liten to the voices in the wind every gust is me and my purpose is clear Yeah, im callin out to you can you hear me? Can you hear me? I need you A man once said to me "you're to young to love" but what does hes know? His wife divorced him and his children stop calling at christmas But bewtee us, love is there and i feel it in my bones can you feel it? Can you feel it? I love you [end] Bad or Good.. 1 Fell in love Then they died

[23 Aug 2005|10:35pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | the matches- sick little suicide ] im really pissed and i need to smoke something.. weed .. a cigarette i want it now. kauais beautiful but not for me. my parents are thinking aboutmoving here. im gonna kill myself if they do. and to make matters worse im on my period in fucking paradise so thats doubling my anger the people in the room above me are fucking. im just totally pissed off 2 Fell in love Then they died

[01 Aug 2005|10:47pm] liv and i had a reunion and like. it was good i needed to hear alot of the things she said mainly becasue i thought out friendship was fading faster than expected i love her though shes my libby i dont know why im updating. no one ever cmments. no one ever realy posts anymore. but that must b irrelevant cuz imd oing it anyway yea. so umm i gues thats all accept i miss stefanie and jazzy and liv alot and need to see them all but it wont happen cuz livs in ny again jazzys in simi and steffys in like some sort of lala land thats very far away from myh lala land and i can never be free wen she is 1 Fell in love Then they died

[14 Jul 2005|04:49pm] [ mood | colorful ] [ music | Bob dylan ] Hey everyone... its been quite a while since i last updated.. actually id ont even remember the last tiem i did.... i have just a few things to say.. 1) jazzy my love i miss you more than i could ever miss anyone else.. and i love you where have you been for so long?!?!! ugh i wish i knew... i cant go to alis thing because my friends coming over and i dont get to see her all to often so.. um.. well yea call me and well make plans that only our parents could unfortunately distroy. 2) livy ive been thinking about it and i miss summer when u were here... it was so much fun you would come over and wed go out or id go there and wed hang out with someone and ur mom would drive us placess and everything would be just total merryment and we never fought and it was just so much fun... then thered be the occasional birthday party youd have jazzy paul dylan me steffy schulman johnson olivia oli tedilla alijandro and everyone over and wed all go swimming in ur pool then the boys would leave and the girls would stay and sleep over... good times i miss you livvyyyyyyy :-( i really wish my parents werent being such shit heads and saying you ccant stay here cuz that would be incredible ... that sleep overs definately going to happen though no question about it cuz if i dont see you at least once during summer im gonna be so fucking pisseedddd and everyone will know it cuz well.. ill be yelling. 3) SOME ONE PLEASE TELL ME WTF HAPPEND TO ALEX!?!?!?!?!? WHERE THE HELL DID HE GO. i mean occasionally hell say mootaki to me but then hell leave for like 8 days.. 4)MAKEILAS COMING TOMORROW!!!!!!!!! 5) My room smells like turtle. 6) ive lost a total of 10 lbs ... my mom sayz ill look good if i lose 5 more but fuck that 7) i need to talk to kyle 8) i want ice cream 9) STEFFYYYY I MISS YOU WE NEED TO DO SOMETHING VERY SOON BECAUSE IF WE DONT IM GONNA BE ANGRY. well meet at the video store and then go to my or ur house and just rondevoo .. yes and itll be marvelous. to the rest of you i have nothing of importance to say to you so good bye -Christina 3 Fell in love Then they died

[29 May 2005|09:14am] Its my bday bitches!! wheres my presents hehe jpjp im very happy im typing this message toyou on my brand spankn new apple laptop. OOO SHHHITT its so cool. wow. so amuzed 7 Fell in love Then they died

dodododo [23 May 2005|01:22pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | fairly odd parents theme song ] Hello all, im updating to say thatim a very happy person becuz it seems in about 6 days my bday will be present and ill be having some sort of fun. ok anywayssss... yea so theres nothing going on in my life BDAY=6 DAYS=MAY 29TH= ME HAPPY!!! YAYYYYYYYYY o yea and im sick. very sick it hurts so badly im so sick ::COUGH COUGH:: -christina 2 Fell in love Then they died

BDAY BITCHESS [19 May 2005|10:06pm] [ mood | touched ] 10 DAYS UNTIL I til my BIRTHDAY BITCHES., I WANT MONEY!!! 3 Fell in love Then they died

Guess what [12 May 2005|10:15pm] [ mood | jubilant ] [ music | crazy for this girl-evan and jaron ] MY BIRTHDAYS IN 17 DAYS.. SO IS EMILYS. YAYY!!!! can i have a present :-D 7 Fell in love Then they died

[07 May 2005|10:58am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | drive- incubus ] my birthdays in 22 days now.. ERIC HAPPY BIRTHDAY1! I KNOW IM A LITTLE LATE BUT HAPPY BDAY!! I LOVE YOU! MWAH everyone else i love you too jazzy for my bday i want you steffy that goes for u as well and livy as well. i love you three more than i love whip cream in a cup that happns to endup on my nose and then dany laughs at me. hehe good times much love -Christina 1 Fell in love Then they died

[03 May 2005|11:38pm] [ mood | excited ] my birthdays in 26 days yes its on the 29th.. woo hooo im gonna finally be 15 16 Fell in love Then they died

[01 May 2005|11:16am] [ mood | determined ] [ music | hotel califonia ] omg. yesterday was amazing everyone did so well in the festival. wooohooo mwow panties came in fucking 3RD. HAHA YES and kabuki came in first so did tech im so proud of them.. it kicked ass the palisades came in 1st out of the schools. thats awesome considering last time they came in 4th. Everyone should be really proud of themselves. we kicked asssssss. but it was fun none the less. im glad i went to this festival but i wanna get those pictures from sali. does anyone have her sn? much love to all -Christina Then they died

[23 Apr 2005|01:28pm] [ mood | silly ] Lately my scene for drama has been improving. we have all the blocking down and everythings running smoothly. the only thing we have to do now is run through it over and over again, making a few changes as we go. you knwo little things like slight changes. over all i think the scene is amazing.Thomas is an incredible director. On another note i havent seen jazzy in about 3 months and i miss her more than i miss having a life. I need to see you . come to think of it i havent seen steffy either. wtf. i need to get out more. My mom has grounded me from Patrick. but i have a feeling this is only temporary because i think shes gonna cave soon. I cant believe that she would accuse me of all of that before getting the facts straight. its been one hell of a week but i think some how today and tomorrow will turn it around and itll all end up being ok for the most part. I think i might do something with blanca. I dont really know what i would do with out her to keep me sane. Shes like the Jazzy of the palisades. anyways img onna go because im gonna go chill with her somewhere well probably go on a hike or something but w.e So ive been informed that my mom no longer is allowing me to see melody. But thats ok cuz im still pretty upset about the whole thing anyways. much love to you all -Christina 1 Fell in love Then they died

[17 Apr 2005|12:16pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | its like that- mariah carey ] How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? The world may never know. Just like the world may never know what to make of what im thinking about lately. it seems that my whole thought stream stopd dead in its tracks and reversed. in stead of thinkif of the what ifs, i think about what i did and why its better than what i could have done and shit. but i dontlike this. ilike the what ifs that swimmed though my brain like fish. it made everything more interesting because then i thought about whether or not the oppurtunity would come up again. But i guess that it might come back. and i have to get use to this .. right? :-/ i dont like thinking about this. livy i need to talk to you. es muy importante. but ur always gone so ehh. w.e Jazzy. i need you righ tnow. i need someone. wanna go to venice :-/ i thinnk we both owe that to ourselves MICKEY when do i get to see you again. Im really sorry i didnt get to call u back. again. but i got fuckn busy and i didnt get home for a while .. actually todays really the first tiem ive been home in about 4 days. i tried to call you in my spare time on my cell phone but i was REDICULOUSLY caught up in everything else. please forgive me i love you :-( sebastion i love you so much ur amazingly funny and great and yes wheres patrick? lol i have to ask him something but i dont wanna cal him because hes probably doing something steffy i miss you!!! ilove you all <3 Christina 1 Fell in love Then they died

[13 Apr 2005|08:48pm] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | Incubus-Drive ] hehe. sorry i had to ( Read more... ) Whats new in your life? Then they died

One Great week [07 Apr 2005|11:57pm] [ mood | pensive ] [ music | Everlast- What its like ] So im having a great week. i have a boyfriend, Hes the greatest guy ever. ha how many times have you heard me say that? anyways. I need to bring up my spanish grade becasue im getting like F's on everything so my grades gone to shit .. AH i hate spanish its a boring .. terrible class. with no purpose. Moving on then. I finally saw PJ for the first time in like 3 weeks on tuesday he taught me a new song and tried to pull my eyelashes off. like usual lol I havent seen jazzy in way way to long. Scotts gonna finally have someone that can give the talk to or im gonna chop off his man hood. YOU HAVE 3 WEEKS YOU HEAR ME!? lol hehe haha I smoked on tuesday which was refreshing... What else.... o ok so this weekend WEEKEND: I was going to go to the rattle head concert.. yea but now i think im going to the movies with Patrick, Melody, Possibly Jacob/Evan/Leo im not sure which or if all of them are coming soo.. Then what am i doing . i dont remember.. OH jk . melodys sleeping over on and then something hapening and im seeing Pat again.. im not sure but yea itll be an amusing weekend especially trying to figure out how it works Next weekend might be bonding night... YES!!! WOO HOO lol thats gonna be fucking crazy. Festival is coming soon Hows ur scene going? Much love to you all JAZZY I MISS YOU MORE THAN THE ROSES DO BLACK. -Christina 3 Fell in love Then they died

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